Saturday, October 2, 2010

insomnia, or just a night owl?

5 am.
And I'm up, again.
Still happy, that I regained your trust 24 hours ago.
I wish I could have talked to you at some point today.
It would have made me happier.
And apparently, you talked to one of my best friends today.
But, it was probably when I was asleep.. Still...
It would have been 8 months for us today.
8 MONTHS! That would have been my longest legit relationship.
Why did I ever let you go?
I regret it.
But, now I've changed.
And you have too.
Maybe we needed it.
Maybe two people need to fall apart to realize they need to fall back together.
Because I need you.
More than anything.
More than everything.
More now, than I have ever needed anything, or anyone.
I'm tired of being alone.
I've realized my mistakes, admitted them, apologized, and now I think we should (not forget) but forgive and look beyond it.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry." - originally in the 1970's novel and film Love Story.
I'm gonna watch it today; I'll let you know what I think of it in a few hours.
It's supposedly one of the best tearjerker movies ever.
I love tearjerkers.
I kinda wish I could watch it with you...

So, the website I was using to watch Love Story only lets me watch 72 minutes at a time, and then I have to wait 54 minutes until I can finish it. Lame, right?
I don't really want to wait until 730 to watch about 30 more minutes of video.
But, I think when I finish it, I'll like it.
I personally don't find it THAT much of a tearjerker, though.
And the way they filmed it just seems really choppy...
I dunno, just a little odd to me. I love Ryan O'Neal and Ali McGraw together, though.
:)

The movie as a whole was alright.
I thought the direction was a bit strange.
Music was a little weird too...
But.. I didn't cry... soooooooo, yeah.
I dunno, maybe if it was made a little better, and maybe had different people it might have been better. Who knows?

I would love to curl up on the couch with you and watch the game tonight.
Bama vs. UF - ROLL TIDE!

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